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Demons from our past....

I just got a call that a demon from my past has died. I was raped and beaten when I was 15 by someone that I had known and trusted since I was a little girl. He died of cancer yesterday. A small weight has been lifter off my shoulders. I will sleep a little more soundly tonight knowing he will never hurt another young girl again.

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I just got a call that a demon from my past has died. I was raped and beaten when I was 15 by someone that I had known and trusted since I was a little girl. He died of cancer yesterday. A small weight has been lifter off my shoulders. I will sleep a little more soundly tonight knowing he will never hurt another young girl again.
Glad he is not around to hurt anymore Manders

I hope it was a slow and painful death for what he did to you

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He died of untreated throat cancer. I've had more nightmares because of this man then I can count. Tonight I will sleep in peace for the first time in 17 years.

Thank you Bug. I'm sitting here in tears, not even sure why.

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Thank you Bug. I'm sitting here in tears, not even sure why.
Being Married to Dave, you NEVER have to find an explanation for tears

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hey mands... you outlasted this monster. you didn't let him stop you from achieving anything. you're one of the strongest-willed women i know. good on you.

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I think I just feeling so many emotions at once.
1. relief that he is gone
2. anger for not getting to say all the things I wanted to say to him
3. guilt for not being able to stop him sooner
4. saddness, he is my sisters father, and they are going to grieve I'm sure
5. raw, this just opened up the floodgate of emotion from my past

Sorry to unload this here, but you are like family to me. I knew I could come here and my clsb family would understand. I love you guys, and sometimes I'm not sure what I would do without you all.

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mandy....i cant and will never ever know the depthlessness of your pain and suffering. please know that you are loved and embraced in a completely normal healthy way by i am sure many many many many here including me and also unconditionally by God. i am so glad that you are in dave's capable and loving arms...priceless. major props to you for being such an incredible giving loving person despite this....so so so sorry to learn of this horriblest terriblest thing
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You are a kick ass person. This is the period at the end of the final sentence of a shitty book. It's done. Close it and throw the fuckin thing on the fire and don't look back.

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Thanks everyone. I knew that I could come here and you would understand.

Arch, that book couldn't be closed before now. I have had reoccuring nightmares about him. Tonight I am reclaiming my dreams, he can't ever hurt me or anyone else again.

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The system says I have spread and given it to you too much lately. What the hell does it know that I don't?

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The system says I have spread and given it to you too much lately. What the hell does it know that I don't?
LOL idk, but I know you have rep for me in your uh...heart.

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Mandy, its great to see that a weight has been lifted off your shoulders, thoes demons from our past can haunt us but with a little help and love from our friends, and some faith in god we can overcome, and you Mandy our living testimony to that fact. Its amazing that despit your past you were able to become one the caring and loving person that we know you our, and gives my self some more inspirtation in life.

Enjoy one of the first nights sleep knowing that one less man is off gone and can never hurt you or another person again.

You know your CLSB family is always here for you

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Mandy, its great to see that a weight has been lifted off your shoulders, thoes demons from our past can haunt us but with a little help and love from our friends, and some faith in god we can overcome, and you Mandy our living testimony to that fact. Its amazing that despit your past you were able to become one the caring and loving person that we know you our, and gives my self some more inspirtation in life.

Enjoy one of the first nights sleep knowing that one less man is off gone and can never hurt you or another person again.

You know your CLSB family is always here for you
Thank you so much. This is why CLSB is such a big part of my life. I have a family here. Some I have never met, but they still have a place in my heart.

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Sorry to hear about the past but now begins a better life for you without that holding you down.


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OH!!!...I have an idea...fill up a cup of pee and go to his grave on pour it on there. Just make sure u have a top on it so u don't spill it before u get there

...plus my gf was with me saying "omg slow down, slow down" and I was thinking "Lose annoying squalk box in passenger seat, afford more mods and have less weight in the car and on the back of the bike"...so i dumped her and I'm single again as usual...HERE KITTY KITTY!!!
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Mike, there will be no grave. His sister will have him cremated, to prevent myself and others from spitting on it. They were not going to tell his children, they knew no one would attend and this way they can say, well they didn't know. He was truly evil. I was there when he went over the deepend. You know how they show in movies that when a person goes insane their eyes change? His really did that one day 16 years ago. Some people here know the events that took place over the period of 3 days. Then just as suddenly he was "normal" again. He had is own demons, I'm glad we are both no longer dealing with our personal demons. I slept, and I mean really slept for the first time since he attacked me. Thanks again CLSB family, you really mean the world to me.

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