hey bruce, i just read your post and no one elses so i dont know what else was said.
dude from 1 business owner to the other, ya know HOW IT IS on the business part.
other then that the personal part.
i hear ya man, and it isnt some old thing or young thing, its only THE SMART thing!
i know EXACTLY what your saying and i too start to think sometimes.
me and my wife had a STUPID argument RIGHT before i left, (which i dont like doing, as you know now that shit is in your mind and its not a good thing when on the track LET alone riding!)
i didnt even kiss her good bye, something ive NEVER done.
we didnt talk that whole night, UNTILL my brother calls me up saying he just noticed at home that someone must have side swiped one of ym work vans he was driving, doesnt know where or when
and that was like at 10 pm sunday night, NOT to mention, i had BAD vibs before i even left the house and before i had the agrument with the wife.
SO i also too thought, SHIT if i had'nt have to be there i probably wouldnt have went anyway.
but i had to go, and i still went on the track, took it easy all day, and each lap after the other, i was happy i was there.
during the day my wife called and we talked and both agreed it was stupid, and made up over the phone, (felt much better)
as for the van, well thats what insurance is for.
where am i going with this? i dont know i think i forgot
dont let experance and a good head cload what your balls are thinking.
and never give up the things that make you happy, some days it all comes together, and some days ya cant get nothing right.
and what are you talking about too, your probably in better condition then my fat ass